this thing I am gonna share disturbed me intensely! READ:

Mark 7,14 Again Jesus called the crowd to him and said, "Listen to me, everyone, and understand this.

Mark 7,15 Nothing outside a man can make him 'unclean' by going into him. Rather, it is what comes out of a man that makes him 'unclean.'"


That's what Jesus said to me when I jumped into a time machine to ask him about his opinion on homosexuality between men. He was pretty cool about the whole gay thing, and told me about how he wanked Lazaus off with the dead guy's cock through his stigmata holes and everything. I wasn't sure if I should tell him that that doesn't really sound like safe sex, getting a dead man's spunk in your faith-hole, but I guess that the Son Of Man should know what he's doing when it comes to cock. I mean, he probably was advocating douching and withdrawal.

Zombie Coterie 4,19 And to his Most Beloved, Jesus sayeth: "Come on me, not in me."

View it HERE!

I am not gonna make a comment on that. Whatever it conveys, you decide. But really, that is disturbing (me).

Alright, I guess my ideas aren't new! uh - uh! Not guess but they are for sure not new! Blah! Ok, I am not new to blogging, I have been introduced to blogging - perhaps - 5 to 7 years ago (?). But i really didnt have much time then for I was in college and living the college life, which by the way, I didnt really enjoyed much! Mid of last year my friend Janis started this team blog she created and invited me there, but it did not last long (but I still keep it tho) because of the turn of evens that happened among us, especially with what happened to me. When I got back home from the Metro where I stayed for almost a year working I decided I needed to blog to keep me busy. I dont know what would I do without the computer with the broken leg! Anyway, so I blog. At first I thought blogging would just be like writing your daily thoughts on but then I found out it was more than that. Now, as it turns out, I am posting what happens to me every day (almost everyday) and sharing what I came across with on my online life. You see, as I keep browsing blogs I see basic ones which post their thoughts (mostly sad thoughts) and basically - THOUGHTS on a certain matter. In contrary to Blogs that are pretty interesting (which i noted so i could keep visiting back) they have themes, categories, topics that define their blog. Then I thought, i should do that. because people who came across ones blog is not interested in ones daily activities unless of course they are friends or family whom they dont quite get together with often. Yet, all the ideas that i have for a blog - well - they're all taken. All ideas are gone...i beleive.

Anyway, I am not actually particular about having many readers on this blog. What I am after is to have a focus on something that would rather define me. And/Or that i can share about, rant about, and yes - at times - breathe about. It seems futile to really focus on a single subject that I can discuss or put my opinions on. And I realize that will bore me in due time. So - since I have a very very incoherent mind... i will go with the flow. I will Speak whats on my mind, share what i can came across with online or wherever, write about what interest me, write about the day, what happens to me and everything and just be me. Well that will be mostly everything about GAYISHNESS.And try to reduce the "I" out as possible as i can. Now that will defy my statement when I said something about "not ineterested on one's daily activites". Generally, people are not interested in one's daily activities (unless, again, its interesting) That i know for a fact because it is a fact! Individuals are particulary interested about whatever their interests are, vague, but true. You wouldnt take time at all reading this if you dont have interest about what i am saying or whats on my mind, right? Moreover, individuals who are new to ones selves will be more likely to be acquainted on a certain topic, lets say, another certain individual they are familiar with, or a celebrity- blah blah- to get acquainted. They dont talk about themselves, they talk about other people. Talking about "ones selves" will come later when they click.

Ok, so what I am saying is, we cannot get others interested in us by talking about "i" or "me" always. And to get many people interested in you is to be interested in them more than having them be interested in you. Any sense? Its like reverse psychology or something. Haahh!! There - thats just too much for my puny brain to handle!

I am turning 26 SO I can talk about everything...nearly everything that is, for i dont have my say on politics and the law. That - just bores the hell out of me although at least I have to be aware. Now, i will not define my blog neither can I categorize where this blog should belong in the list of blogs on the world wide web but one thing for sure, I AM GAY I AM TALKING ABOUT MY GAY ISSUES, and sharing the imaginary WE. WTF!!! Its hard to get the "I" out! but I definitely will just go with the flow about my day to day.

Let me just say that its really hard controlling your emotions over some matters that really affects you deeply. I dont know if it applies to other people but for me, it certainly does. Everytime something, even if little, happen my heart beats faster, my breathing heavy and sometimes I just might gasp. In times like that, i try to devour myself into hiding what I truly feel. I know I am not really good in showing or expressing my emotions when it comes to cheesyness or being sympathetic with a very close person especially a family member. My youngest sister called me earlier tonight and he told me that my sister who is in Dubai called her at 2 in the morning the other day and told her that she and her boyfriend broke up. My sister in Dubai and her now ex-boyfriend had been together for more than 5 years. i was still in college when they were together and a part of me say that 5 years has become such a wasted time - BUT - some love affairs are meant to be that way. That is why even if I am sooo longing to be with someone at times I still prefer to be single right now. I just dont wanna be caught in a break - up or cheating situations either of the possible partner or I.

Thirty minutes before midnight I logged back in and my sister in Dubai was online. I wanted to express my sentiments but I am just not good at it. I am always the toughie - toughie person when it comes to situations like "someone needing some emotional support". What I did was I just told her to "move on" since thats the best thing to do for me. I could tell she was crying at first when I was able to access her webcam, but i didnt acknowledge it instead i just let her know i am online, "there", at least virtually and told her my tough words like, focus - that's a chapter in you life that has just ended - close it if you may - your at a new chapter - start - move on. Now, I know its hard to do but at least try. Focus on a goal and it'll just fly by - the break-up and whatever what was said and done between them (but of course - if there are memories to cherish - keep it - lock it - i dunno why do so, but still - they're part of the self that they (or we or i) that we have become). Even on friends, its really hard to loose a friend, right? But as time goes by - it'll become history. Time heals REALLY! She may read this so SIS, Be Tough! Its not the end of the world. Look at me, I cant walk, but im fighting it! In Korea, they say AJA!!! So Aja!

wahhhh!! emotional burden! I dont want it! That's why, while lying down watching TV a while ago before I logged in the events of the day and the past rushed into my head and made me realize about the way i have always viewed the life I have and the reason why i am just at a loss sometime, fall most times and cant do my own life. i mean, i always have been soo dependent on other people on and in all means. I keep clinging on the past which holds me of my present and the possible future. As a conclusion to all that thinking (which i can't reveal all), --- [just came in my mind right now] --- i got into this accident probably to realize these things ---- its better that I dont have my cellphone, that i am almost always sleeping at daytime and up at night, that i have been in the four corners of this house infront of this computer the moment i wake up and the moment i retire for the "day" for almost a months now. I know - it sounds like the big D(epression) but that's how i am coping up (perhaps) with the situation. My own situation. Really, for the past week till now I havent spoken to anyone. I speak to my cousins living in this house and to my grandparents but the TALK. A good heart to heart conversation, not even to Kikay, our dog. I must say, tho, cuddling and playing with my dog eases every burden I have. *sigh*

It's not just my sister's break-up that made me a little low today but also about the word war incident my mom and my uncle had this afternoon which made me wake up. It just arrived to that because my uncle was physically hurting my 14 year old cousin and my mom just came to put a halt to that (which didnt happen, nobody can make my uncle stop unless its my grandma or my grandpa.) My grandpa came up since he heard the heated argument about almost everything already, from reasons not related to why he came scolding my cousin, my uncle stopped. But it was a long word fight and laying hard hands on my cousin. I was even afraid to get out of my room since my uncle might put his anger on me and he might just beat me and broke my leg again. I know, exaggeration, but having a broad mind and anticipating what possible things could happen will save me from it. I didnt get out of my room, just sat there and eavesdropped but since i didnt lock my door the time i get in there the night before, just ajar, he slammed it open and told me " look at your mom!see what she's blah blah blah". I didnt say anything. They fought. words here words there, got physical a bit - blah blah - door slamming - blah blah! When i thought it was over my uncle went to my cousin's room and put the anger back on him again. My mother rushed to the my cousin's room to stop my uncle from doing anything. When i finally saw them out of the room from the slightly broken door of my room, i told my mom to take my cousin away from my uncle. I dont what came to my mother's mind but she led my cousin to my room and forcing to lock the door. Strong that he was, my uncle was able to get in my room and began laying hands on my cousin again. At that time my heart beated faster cause i was thinking what if his anger turns to me. I cannot fight him back. If I am able i can defend myself. I whispered to my cousin who seemed entirely out of his own senses probably because of fear, to get out and hide and to stay away from my uncle! I was glad he was able to get heed of it and rushed out. And I am glad my uncle didnt lay a hand on me because i will and I cannot accept that! i just might do something not right if he did, and break my already broken leg!!! Ok, so i didnt know what he keep blabbing about after my grandpa came up and led him downstairs, for my uncle is really out of his mind to just came here and do his act!
OH - why am i saying (typing, actually) it here ??? Who cares!?! *sigh* I just am mentally at a blur after that. I busied myself with cigarettes, & browsing the web. what a life I have!! These kind of events make me just want to go away - move away to a far far place!

And yeah, My uncle was kinda influenced with alcohol doing his act - or i dont know if its just alcohol. He got mad at my cousin because he accused my cousin putting a piece of folded paper at the back of his cellphone battery the day he asked my cousin to hook it on the charger. There was paper there maybe for the reason that it wont charge. The battery might be loose...or whatever, since that might help at times especially a 2G Nokia phone! Crap! Some people are just trying to be techie when they know little (or nothing) about technology! (I am referring to my uncle since my cousin at his young age is very keen with technology and electronics, although his knowledge needs enrichment). BLAAAHHH!!

Ok, so enough of the day's seemingly tragic events. That's another past that I should not cling on. That event should be over! It should be over!!!

Thats it for today. and What a day!

I enjoy reading posts from my Friendster Bulletin. Some are just silly surveys but at times, i get a million laughs reading them, especially from people on my list whom i know pretty well at some point. Here are some bulletin posts that made me smile today.

A dear John letter (i dont know what a "Dear John" is. Educate me)

A Marine stationed in Afghanistan recently
received a "Dear John" letter from his girlfriend
back home. It read as follows:

Dear Ricky,
I can no longer continue our relationship. The
distance between us is just too great. I must admit
that I have cheated on you twice since you've
been gone, and it's not fair to either of us. I'm sorry.
Please return the picture of me that I sent to you.

Love,
Becky

The Marine, with hurt feelings, asked his fellow
Marines for any snapshots they could spare of their
girlfriends, sisters, ex-girlfriends, aunts, cousins etc.
In addition to the picture of Becky, Ricky included all
the other pictures of the pretty gals he had collected
from his buddies.

There were 57 photos in that envelope....along
with this note:

Dear Becky,
I'm so sorry, but I can't quite remember who you
are. Please take your picture from the pile, and send
the rest back to me.

Take Care,
Ricky

And another one with the title "Which Would you choose"

You are driving along in your car on a wild, stormy
night. You pass by a bus stop, and you see three
people waiting for the bus:

1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die.
2. An old friend who once saved your life.
3. The perfect man (or) woman you have been
dreaming about.

Which one would you choose to offer a ride to,
knowing that there could only be one passenger in
your car.

Think before you continue reading. This is a
moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used
as part of a job application.

You could pick up the old lady, because she is
going to die, and thus you should save her first; or
you could take the old friend because he once
saved your life, and this would be the perfect
chance to pay him back. However, you may never
be able to find your perfect dream lover again.

The candidate who was hired (out of 200
applicants) had no trouble
coming up with his answer.

He simply answered: "I would give the car keys to
my old friend, and let him take the lady to the
hospital. I would stay behind and wait for the bus
with the woman of my dreams."

Never forget to "Think Outside of the Box."


And a little video of my dog last christmas! This damn dog act took me days till I was able to capture her doing her act. I've seen this kind of act from my friend's female dogs a year back, which I quite wonder why they do so (if they're horny I guess)

Tell me, am I just paranoid or are these premonitions?

My leg’s broken and is it just coincidence to be seeing similar to graver incidence of the same condition? During the earlier stages of my disability I was (and still is) getting the fright of loosing my leg. On TV, first up, when these soap operas on its final episodes had (or have) characters getting amputated! On the Spanish soap opera, RUBY, main character Ruby had her right leg amputated. Right! Of all leg, its right! My broken leg is the right leg! When I saw that my heart sank and I have thought of it as a sign that my leg may be amputated (please nooo!). Then on HBO I saw this movie whose serial killer have mechanical arms and legs! And when I surf channels I saw athletes with no legs, no arms! That indeed scared the hell out of me. Now on Pinoy Big Brother, there’s Mang Rudy whose right leg got amputated because of a tragic event. And tonight! God! On Vietnam Rose, as this soap ends, Miguel (one of the main characters) had his left leg amputated. The fright is coming all back to me especially now that the next visit to my doctor is nearing! I don’t want to loose my leg. The world will not end with that, but I don’t know what am I going do if that happens! Please! No! I don’t want to loose my leg! I hope my feelings are just paranoia and none of this stupid thought of loosing my leg is all true!

I just have to be strong thinking of the positive ideas. May God guide me and help keep my leg because I really don’t know what I’d do without it.

These thoughts are making my head spin! But for my day to day, I have to live it the normal way even if my disability indeed impairs me of doing things I normally do (or did). Now I am just thinking on how I can make money even if I am just home. I am online most of the time so I am searching for modes how I can earn money. This blog could help me, and I hope it will. In “partnership” (whatever it is being called) with GOOGLE, that way I hope I would earn something so I could pay my debts which I have had after the accident: my phone bills to be particular. Regarding my hospitalization, when I get better and find work that would have me earning well, then I could little by little pay my relatives who helped me pay for my hospital bills. Thinking about this make my heart really crushed. Because of the accident, I came up with this responsibilities I never would have imagined doing. Because of the accident I am left with t his is big dilemma! I will still be searching for my ideas and ways on how I can make money at home.

Now on the lighter side, even if I am not feeling light at all right now, Pinoy Big Brother Celebrity Edition is just a bomb! At least watching every episode during primetime makes me happy for a time. For today’s episode – well - what was shown today was yesterday’s happenings, there is tension growing between Roxane and Rico. These two had a “past” we call. Perhaps an awkward break up or misunderstanding about their relationship. I am gonna look for ward to what’s to happen next. And – there’s a reason for me to wake up before noon. Pinoy Big Brother will be shown in replacement of WOWOWEE, since I believe the show will be on a hiatus because of what happened last Saturday. I ma glad I will be seeing PBB in the mornings. So that’ll be thrice in a day: noontime, on primetime and on up-late. Plus they advertise it on TV that PBB 24/7 is now available in the provincial areas and just to call the cable operator. I don’t know if this is applicable with our cable operator, because I’m interested. Imagine watching people 24/7? Now is that voyeurism or what? Heheheheh

That’s it for today!

I woke up again late in the afternoon at 5pm and eat once i got downstairs for i was starving. then my friend Lee Jack called to annoy me again if his "fact finding" about my sex lies! But he's not succesful on that! He cant annoy me.heheheheh and i have no sex stories to tell or sex encounters to admit i did cause there is none! So anyway, here are the pictures of Aisa and Bek which i grabbed from their friendster profile that i do like.


Aisa's kind of a goth like her sister but not totally. She reads weirds pocketbooks and she seems to have a twisted mind hahaha, but shes cool, kinda silent on the side but man her minds speaks a lot!


here are beks pictures! I showed this to someone i know and he got scared of her. Funny! But it aint scary, isn't it? To me her pics are funny! These are the pics she put on her friendster profile during the halloween last year - giving life to Chickie's Bride...



...and Wednesday Adams! Cool! She kinda like got the resemblance. But she aint gonna kill anybody physically, but be careful she might kill you in her head. heheheh SCARY.


But beside from her scary desires and gothic reinvention of her self -- take a look how dashing she is. A real beauty - BUT!!! we call her a lesbian sometimes because she act like one! One of the boys most times but she still craves for men - boys! I dont know if to be like them or to be with them.


that's all.I wonder what she has in mind of doing the next time she takes a picture of herself. Her ideas are great! i have to look forward for their new pictures there. and ill keep a copy for myself here.

Whoa! Its been two days! I guess I am just too tired to blog, or lazy. Yesterday, around 3am after a long time battling if i am gonna post or what, i suddenly did but wasnt able to post it because i wasnt even halfway, electricity went out. I was too tired to get back online.

Yesterday after i woke up (again in the afternoon!) i logged in and browsed a little bit. Its just a very lazy day having rain since the other day. While browsing friendster with messages and other profiles on my list checking for new photos, i decided to grabbed photos from my friend's profile Bek and Aisa. Theyre sisters. I am gonna post them here, cause i like those shots.but im not in the whole mood to say something about it. I am sooooo BORED! I'll just post them in the morning. Pinoy Big Brother started last sunday. Sunday was the grand reopening. I took pics of it from the tv which i will post too maybe in the morning. And today its day 3 already...i think. I am enjoying the show!! Major laughter! You see, these are celebrities inside Big Brother's House and its a given that we want to watch they're every move if so given such chance, dont we? I'll say more tomorrow.

I am just too tired to blog! lazy that is.... just watching HONEY on HBO. See ya tomorrow

heeeeyyyy! I am backk sooo terribly sooonnn!! HAAHAHAH. wala lang. i am just excited to post this picture i came across with. Anyone of you watch SPYGroove? i used to watch this cartoon before on MTV but we lost MTV on our cable. I loooveee this silly cartoon. Now I know who drew them!

Cick on Image to go to Glen Hanson

I have the hots for agent #1 and agent #2. Crazy i know, they're a piece paper! If theyre real ill be undressing them in my imagination hahahahahah. Im gon put GLEN HANSON (the artist) on my links. Click on to view more of his creations.

Such a tragedy it was what happened earlier today for the celebration of WOWOWEE's !1st Anniversary! I feel for them. I couldn't even believe it myself that it was that Big of an event and 79 people died and 300 + are injured!! What a sad tale it was.

Anyway....

Today, was such a day!! I only have 4 hours of sleep and by lunch i was already up cuz i wanted to be updated with the WOWOWEE Tragedy but there was no cable!! Crap! I went online, again instead but after a few hours cable was up. I got myself entertained and surf at the same time yet the weather outside was sooo inviting for afternoon walk or jog if only i am able to. Or even just hang out with neighbors and fool around a little bit telling nonsense stories. Since i'm confined to my crutches and cant do what i use to do much - i stuck myself online - play with our cute dog - or with just whatever comes to mind that i can do with out much straining my leg (but now, i think i strained it, i can feel a little unpleasant sensation down there.

So for my daily feed, i wanted to post this picture of Jake Gyllenhaal I grabbed on QUEERCLICK. I find him soo HOT lately and look closely - maybe you'll notice something. Oooooo! Sexy pic!



Neat!!! Im drooling like a hungry hyena! ;-)

Thats about it today/tonight - whatever! There's so much to say in my head but every time the tip of my fingers hit the keyboard they all go places and hard to organize 'em. you know - 'ol incoherent me! i'll browse a some more with other blogs...or porn hehehehe (not gon do what yer thinknig!) and off to bed. And that I'm waiting for one of my yahoo friends (actually from dudesnude) to get back online, he's gonna go for a run in their california weekend morning. It must be a very lovely sunny day down there. Ta- Ta for now.

Yes, lets all pray for all the people who died in stampede earlier yesterday morning those who were there were to watch the WOWOWEE Anniversary Special. Let's help them through our prayers.

I couldn't Sleep after staying up all night browsing blogs. When i was finally tired doing that and decided to catch some sleep needed, i just couldnt sleep. So i went outside the terrace, got bored but loving the break of dawn. It was chilly and love the smell of fresh grass and the moist air. With my camera phone at hand, i took these pictures i thought i'd wanna share.







And then comes 7am...i took these self portraits at our backyard. When I finally feel tired and lying down, i had breakfast first then hurried to my room. But when i lay(how do you spell - pas tense of it? lied?) down...there it was again, i couldnt sleep! I decided to go downstairs again and go back online and do this posting...and a little chat with some friends on yahoo.



Anyway, I found several pictures also on my phone which i took yesterday...on a beautiful sunny day! And i wanna share that also. I just love sunny windy days. its so crisp! Living in an area mostly surrounded by ricefields, its boring but at times when you feel mellow...its just so inviting to just sit and began dreaming...or lie down on grass and just watch the blue sky.... Lovely.





Oh my!! guess what just came on the news update on tv?? Today's the 1st anniversary of WOWOWEE (a noon time show on ABS-CBS, probably the no. 1 today locally) and a stampede happened and - my! - 60 persons have been confirmed dead as of yet - and several injured. I have to be posted on this sad event! But for now, i think i'm gonna get a little sleep. I am kinda tired.

I just thought id share this funny pic i got several weeks ago from someone's profile. Very funny indeed.

cat 
So send me nudes so i will not shoot this poor cat. Meowww!!!

Howdy?!

I woke up this afternoon with a terrible headache and a raging hard-on heheheh but theres nothing much i can do with the headache nor the hard-on cause i dont wanna touch myself. heheheheh So i got up, fix myself coffee since i think im getting the headache cause i passed one day without caffeine. Im trying to cut on coffee but i just cant...coffee is sooo delicious, duncha agree?

Before i sip any of my coffee i went out to my neighbors to buy cigarettes and shampoo for later shower and i noticed the beautiful sunny day and the ricefields soo green and fresh even if its almost the end of the day. I took pictures of myself outside with my cameraphone with the beautiful day.

after coffee and few puffs of marlboro i get online. My very first friend from the time i started working, Ely, who is in China now as a teacher was online. He IMed me and we talked about gay stuffs and i asked if he has any sexual encounters there.He answered me "he doesnt want chinese". hahaha then i told him there are white men there. After saying that i remembered about dudesnude and guys4men! What an easy way to hook up with men on that site! So i suggested he logs in there and get an account. Since he cant at that very moment (plus that its being gay and a little pornography is taboo in his area so he cant)i suggested i'll search for him. And this one guy here on this picture...
well well well...certainly a hottie!!! heheheh So if you have an account in guys4men.com, thats where i find this hot guy, you myt wanna check his profile at that site. his name there is ROMANO. So by the way i have this long time idea of blogging with the naughty side of me and i am gonna make that blog tonight on another link. not on here, ill be a bit conservative here but with all out naughtiness on the other hehehehe especially with what attracts me most, but ahhh...it'll not gonna be that nasty.

i am surfing, browsing blogs again and googling for pictures of some local celebrities i have the hots with but results came up with nothing that passed my taste...then poof! ibeacme lonely again. BOOOOOO!!! Sounds crazy i know but it has been since "way back when" i've been wanting some excitement in my life. I am turning 26 in a matter of months (with a broken bone) and the so-called excitement i began in 2005 didnt actually continued but ended up with this tragic event in my life *sobs* I accepted that fate however. Never questioned why the hell that happened to me but in the current flow of my mood lately, im beginning to assert my querries. Sadly, i just have to be rational to accept things as they are.

I hope my bone's healing. I am not really at the most of helping myself recover but im doin what i can. By the end of this month im going to visit my doctor again and that'll be the 6th month since the accident. The last time i spoke with my doctor he told me that on that date we'll decide for another operation he called Bone Marrow Injection if nothing good shows up from the next xray. The last xray showed a little bone formation and it seems rather slow in growth. And im almost accepting the fact that i couldn't return to my normal way of walking again much less with having more than a year limping, crippled! My leg xrays showed a portion of missing bone. The doctor removed that fragment since the bone was crushed and it would be nonetheless possible for it to grow back from where it originally was. So that crack would impair me from walking...hopping, and yes, running. I am foreseeing myself gaining weight...GoD!! I dont wanna weigh more than i can handle. As of now, i dont know how much i weigh. My neighbors and people who rarely see me, told me i gained weight but i dont see that actually. My face i guess is a little rounder when its not really, my tummy is getting the bulge...that i need to watch out for. But i dont know whats gonna happen if i cant do calesthenics. My normal exercise back then when i was still able is...ironically, walking and running and hopping!

Sad Sad Sad life. But hey! Im GAY (literally and figuratively!!)! There's more to life than thinking about stuffs that puts me to blues! But you know, these clamors sometimes especially when the goin gets tough.

I just hope what they say is true: "God will never leave you empty he will replace everything you lose if he ask you 2 put something down, its because he wants you to pick up something greater"

My friend janis and nunay told me several times what happened to me happened because "probably" GOD has better plans for me and some people do say i may have forgotten God thats why the accident happened so i could remember Him. I guess it is true...and i hope whats after is better.

Yet again, Im Gay, i should be happy!

Whatta Moment!

Im not a fan of boxing but the Morales - Pacquiao rematch has been on the news since the 22nd (21st in Las vegas) during the rematch and until now. Im watching the news and the anchorman just mentioned his name again..saying something of a rematch this time Eric Morales is asking for it. Whatever...let them break they're faces again. So this is a Part 3 rematch, a tie breaker probably.

Well, it was sure victory for the philippines. Pacman trained so much and was dedicated to win against this Hot mexican hehehehe. yea yea, i find him hot! Now if theres another rematch, lets just wait and see

here are some few pictures that i grabbed from HBO PPV






Now isnt Morales one Hot latino! wiiiiiiiheeeeeeee!!!


And here's my kababyan looking so fine and determined to Win.



Thats one hell of a punch! My nose could be broken if that was I. thats why i didnt become a boxer..not the Beautiful Boxer (A thai movie)



Fight! Fight! Fight!!! Theres more pictures on HBO-PPV a total of 30 pictures. I wanna grab all but that seems like stealing! I could get in toruble for that. heheheh. CLICK the link to go direct to MORALES - PACQUIAO REMATCH. (DAMN! Manny's last name is so hard to spell!!)

Just look at this carrot!! hahaahha

Im browsing and reading this one blog i visit all the time (TOWLEROAD)this damn carrot got my attention. Youll get lots of beta carotine and protein in orange color hehehehe







take a look at what this carrot is up to on the web A CARROT THAT DANGLES ITSELF.

So much for everything...its basically boredom, nothing else. :-)

(i got a long paaaaauuusssssseeee there!)

ok goin back on track.

im getting irritated with this slight pain im feeling on my leg. Its not the broken bone that cause it but the wound that hasnt healed until now! Well, not a new thing to me when it comes to wounds, it sometimes could get a year until it heals. No, not diabetes (oh GOD, please not!) but the dermatologist i consulted back in 2002 about it says its eczema. wounds i get from then till now, looks the same and in later years i discovered it has a little whitish looking threadlike thing in it (usually in the middle area of the wound). Unless its removed, then healing is on its way. That dermatologist prescripted me with CLOBESALIC(Im not even sure if thats the spelling of it, its been a long tim i last used that cream) cream. Once i use that cream the wound would only take more than a week then its healed! now enough of this rather ewwwwww topic about my wound. Its just that i Hate gettin this kind of sensation every now and then. The broken leg is fine but, again, whaty irks me is this damn wound!

So, ive been always online...almost always, but just too tired to park and write about anything which at most times will all just be the same about my querries and the odd-ness of what i would feel at some certain moment...make that everyday moment. Forgive me, let me just say something about that. IM BORED!!! Im gonna need a lotta patience with this healing process im goin through (or am i healing?? i dunno.as far as i know... is a maybe). Lots of patience..patience..and more patience. its kinda weird i am being able to tolerate this...this..err how shall i say that...i dont know...this routinary thing im doin...sleep, then wake up...then watch TV, go online...bath...tv..go online..all this same shit every day. But hey, i believe my eyes are well fed tho 9if oyu know what i mean). Ok, heres what i mean, i go to several satisfactory websites with good looking men...YUMMY men. hehehehe. Now every time i cant take looking at the pcitures and reading several captions or stories about that picture (because im damn drooling over them) my friend Buddy always comes to my mind. Not in the sexual manner but about what he said. He said something like Me..."just like a kid seein a candy or lollipop that he just cant have"! And hell yeah! very true...those pictures that i would just have to look at, wank over if i wanted to...and then poof...drooling over. yet thats just soo pathetic. of course every man (or woman) desires something way beyond just seeing. im talking about touching, feeling, arrrrgggghhhhhh!!! Damn it! i just want to be feeling someone ryt now! HAHAHAHA. now lets see, am i getting unleasehed? its been so many years i havent "touched" someone or i been touched. :-) kissed, i have kissed someone several saturdays ago, but i was drunk and it was more of a lip touching not lip locking or something. hehehe I miss the feeling of having kissed someone, lips locking together with force.. you know..that intense feeling you feel psychologically when you kiss...not sexual, but , you know, lips touching, toungue fighting inside hahahaha.. that i miss so very much. hahahaha (sorry i cant help but show a little ronald mcdonald smile on my face).

(i just paused again!! damn, looking at these hot men~!) I guess i shud just get a hammer and crash this machine down :-p

ok, so there, im longing to be with someone. How can i help it? I got no one i could talk to, nothing i could busy myself with...no money...cant work...and all that. thats why im gonna need a lotta patience...patience..patience.

Now, this just crossed my mind again: Since ive been "hanging" most times at gay blogs (some of whiuch i added on my blogroll) BrokeBack Mountain is always something to talk to on those blogs aside of course from hot men fucking each other. i heard of brokeback mountain and it has won several awards. "pink is the new blog" is where ive known about brokeback mountain then later on heard it on the news about its success. Plus. just due to my curiosity, ive searched pictures of it and trailers. jake Gyllenhall is one hot guy! and the intense kissing scene with heath ledger (where they push each other against the wall).. oh just so sexy! here is a pic of them i grabbed on clickncum.com


brokeback 

oh wait! fuck!! Im damn enjoying what im watching on HBO title: EUROTRIP Totally awesome movie!! hehehehehe

ok.. goin back on, i noticed heath ledger looks like baron geisler on this picture... and yes..oh jake..youre a hottie. :-p Now theres more naughty pics i came across some gay blogsites. heath naked and all that. hhehe

nooooo..im sleepy! i guess i have to continue tomorrow and its almost 4am!!!! riigghhhttt, like its new!