I am back.

Not that I left and went somewhere. I am back from lurking...hibernating my mind and on the process of searching myself after where I left off almost 5 months ago.

That was not successful. Sadly. But it continues...

I do not want to go into detail about what had happened after I came back to Dubai from my vacation. All that I have in mind is that whatever it was I will proceed with my life as it is.

In the span of 5 months I have decided to leave Dubai after I finish my contract. I am not happy here. My heart always wanted to go home. However, I am afraid of how will I end up if I am back there for good. I haven't decided yet, though, if i should stay back home or move somewhere else. I will see.

Dubai has not been very conducive to me. Although it gives me the opportunity to earn what I earn, see what I see, interact with people from all walks in life, of different cultures and nationalities I still do not feel like I belong. This is not the place where I can find what I am looking for. Something which I do not even know what it would be.