I haven't been myself for the past few weeks. Since I started this job, which, by the way, I like, has taken much of my time. Time to pamper myself is never existent since then. I wake up, have tea or coffee, bathe by the dot, and leave to catch the bus also by the dot. then work....

Work is exciting. I see different people everyday. And it is especially exciting to see and assist goodlooking guys who come to the shop and when they try on something i couldn't help but be a perv and catch a glimpse of their shirtless (and sometimes,
"pants-less" ) bodies. *wink, wink*

But it isnt all that exciting. There's also thrill. Thrill and fear from my manager and a colleague who is greedy, most of us associates has come to agree on. My manager is a very nice and funny guy but he is a pain in the ass from time to time. I cannot say he is strict because he gives us the freedom to do what we want. But then, his rules should and MUST be followed. Like, our shoe uniform is so thick and is very inaappropriate for this ultra hot weather we have here in Dubai. The shoes is more likely a winter shoe and we have to wear them. If he doesnt see us wearing them, My God(!) what a blabber! His mouth couldn't just stop telling you this and that! Still, even if he talks so much, sometimes even hurting our feelings, we still like him. There's something special about our manager that soothes with in us...or me, personally. Its a thrill to work with him because I have to challenge myself that I can be better, that I have to do the things he likes so he would shut up. Heheheheh. And its a fearsome because just a slight mistake, Damn, bombs fall one after the other!

After work, bus waiting and there's someone I look forward seeing in the bus (and even during before work). I dont know who he is. And I never even have the guts to smile or say hi. I pretend that I dont care and that he doesn't exist everytime I see him but the truth is, I've been wanting to come up to him and say "hi" while waiting for the bus, sit beside him in the bus and start a conversation.

What to do yanni? I feel like I'm a damn woman!!! Dalagang Pilipina and drama!

SInce I dont have the gut to say hello to this guy, I just listen to my Mp3 till I reach home.

And home here is actually never a home for me.

Well, yea, I havent been myself lately. SOmeone is making me drool, I hate the damn heat (but what can I do!), my manager talks too much (but i like it), I have no time for myself (and even do friendster), I am gaining this damn wieght and....


I just simply miss the rainy days. *sigh*