Bad hangover!!! BAD HANGOVER!!!
Many times I've sworn that I am not gonna drink liquor but when it's there served...the sight of it overpowers me. This seem like I'm alcoholic and maybe I am an alcoholic.
But hey, if say I am not, I maybe charged as "in denial" since most people with addiction problems tend to deny their addiction. For once, I denied that I am addicted to nicotine. I always say I can stop smoking if I want to,that its not a problem quitting. But it is!! Quitting isn't as easy as I thought it would. However if you're determined to stop smoking, then it wouldn't be a problem.
Well, I am not an addict. That's all I have to say. Just for good times...good times...but a bad case of a hangover here, folks!!! Damn!
Anyway, I haven't been writing my thoughts for a while since my mind is always occupied with finding a job and everything. There's just no room for "other" thoughts about "other" stuffs so to speak. I am beginning to dislike it here in Dubai! But what can I do, I am already here I might as well embrace being here.
Its a common scenario here in Dubai where expats on visit visas exit/transit to another country to renew their visit visas or have their visa changed to either employment or what else's. I just got back from Oman on Valentines Day. I stayed there for three days. That's where I exited to renew my visa for another 2 months. While there, I've met several people with visa problems (staying there for a week or so), with stories about how is life here in Dubai all the good and the bad. Hearing their own tales makes me feel at least lucky in some sort of way. Or maybe, its too early to tell. I haven't even started my own Dubai Life as of yet. But -- I still feel lucky. I just feel it, you know? I have no evidence of me being lucky but I just feel it.
The good thing is, even if they're all having their own visa miseries and hard life in Dubai, they can still manage to laugh and enjoy every minute of the day. While I, try to enjoy myself as well even if I don't feel happy here in Dubai anymore.
I have told my sister that if luck doesn't come my way after my visa expires, I am going home.
with people I don't really know, in Oman